Full Circle with Anglican Compass: The Editor’s Story

Becoming the editor of Anglican Compass was a full-circle experience. Itโ€™s possible that I wouldnโ€™t be an Anglican without Anglican Compass, much less have been ordained a priest in this tradition. I spent my first 34 years in Southern Baptist churches, after all. Only God could have orchestrated the journey that led me to the beauty and depth of the Anglican tradition, including the vital role Anglican Compass played along the way.

Early Echoes

Years before I was actively exploring Anglicanism, the stage was being set. I grew up both in and out of the church, but when I did attend, it was in a Southern Baptist church in my North Georgia hometown. Once I was able to drive, I attended regularly and was baptized. However, I was never a perfect Baptist. Even if my theology had continued to align, Iโ€™m convinced my artistic sensibilities probably doomed me to leave that tradition.

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Iโ€™ve been a visual artist and storyteller for as long as I can remember (my favorite medium is charcoal). Therefore, when I moved away to college, I entered as an art major before switching to English. My art history classes exposed me to the close relationship between the church and the visual arts and how each had fueled the other for the better part of two millennia. It opened my eyes to the reality that the Christian faith could be not only good and true but also beautiful.

I served as the Baptist Student Union president at this historically Methodist college, living in and learning about the broader Christian tradition. I began to love the “mere Christianity” of C.S. Lewis, as well as the way he and other writers, such as John Stott and J.I. Packer, approached the faith. But it would take me years to recognize the Anglican tradition they shared.

Seminary Sifting

After college, I attended a Baptist seminary in Louisville, Kentucky, where I enrolled in a newly launched M.A. program in Theology & Arts. The church history classes in my core curriculum and the classes in the arts led me to explore theology across denominational lines. They exposed me to the broader and much older traditions of Christianity. I found myself challenged in my Baptist theology. I yearned for something deeper and more rooted.

Donโ€™t get me wrongโ€”my Baptist upbringing greatly blessed me. And in Louisville, I was part of a wonderful Baptist church called Sojourn. That congregation put an uncommon emphasis on art and beauty. They also practiced some older liturgical rhythms, including celebrating weekly Communion. This only fueled me, however, to keep searching โ€œfor the ancient paths, where the good way isโ€ (Jer. 6:16), though I didnโ€™t know where that would lead.

The Prayer Book Lifeline

During the 2009 economic downturn, my Theology & Arts program was shuttered. I had just enough credits to be one of the only three graduates of the program the following year (fun fact: of those three, two of us are now Anglican). After graduating, I completed a โ€œPastorโ€™s Schoolโ€ and internship at Sojourn and continued to serve there informally for several years.

Fatefully, I also took on a night-shift position at the campus hotel of my alma mater. By way of vitamin D deficiency, the night shift fueled a period of depression already seeping in from life circumstances. In the resulting blend of mental fog and existential discontent, I couldnโ€™t put the words together to pray. I needed something to lean on.

Enter theย Book of Common Prayer, which I began to use for the first time. The scripture-saturated Daily Offices of Morning and Evening Prayer became a lifeline for my faith as I struggled through the night and yearned with the Psalmist, โ€œMy soul waits for the Lord more than watchmen for the morningโ€ (Ps. 130:6). However, I quickly realized there was much I did not understand about the Daily Office or any of the liturgies of the Prayer Book. I needed help.

Anglican Compass Guides the Way

Anglican Compass came to the rescue. When I came across Anglican Compass (then called Anglican Pastor), I was astonished by the resources on the liturgy, the church calendar, the sacraments, and even the funny clothes the clergy wear, all available even in those early days.

What impressed me most was not just the wealth of knowledge but that it was explained in a way that was accessible yet didnโ€™t talk down to me. I was even pointed to resources that let me dive deeper into Anglican practice and theology. This was a warm, friendly welcome into the riches of the Anglican tradition.

Resounding Deep Within

I found a temporary respite in a local Episcopal parish, but their interior drama at that point meant I would need to bide my time. Finally, a couple of years later, a new ACNA plant formedโ€”initially in the lobby of my Baptist church (that was both convenient and slightly awkward!). I hopped on board immediately.

A month into our interest meetings, I traveled to England and Ireland. In Ireland, while attending a Choral Evensong in the beautiful medieval sanctuary of St. Patrickโ€™s Cathedral, Dublin, I followed the words of the Magnificat (Luke 1:46-55), the Nunc Dimittis (Luke 2:29-32), and the prayers without looking at the program. I didnโ€™t need to.

I listened to the ancient words echo off the ancient stones. Centuries of saints, some buried directly beneath my feet, had prayed those words. They now resounded deep within me. I wasnโ€™t joining a tradition. I was part of it, and it was part of me. The hours recovering my faith through the Daily Office and Anglican Compass drew me into this ancient tradition.

Itโ€™s a joy to now repay the favor and open the doors wide for others to discover the richness and beauty of the Anglican way.


Photo: the faรงade and spire of St. Patrick’s Cathedral, Dublin, Ireland. Photo by Jacob Davis.

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June 14, 2023

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Jacob A. Davis

The Rev. Jacob A. Davis is Lead Editor of Anglican Compass. He is a priest in the Diocese of Christ Our Hope and lives in Louisville, Kentucky, where he serves as an Assisting Priest for Pastoral Care at Grace Anglican Church. Jacob holds a B.A. in English (2006) and an M.A. in Theology and Arts (2010). As a lifelong artist and storyteller, he loves to explore the intersection of Christian faith with art, creativity, and beauty.

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Thank you for sharing your faith journey, Jacob. When the Holy Spirit leads and we follow in faith everything works to our good just as scripture informs us.

Thank you, Jean. The Lord has been good.

Jacob, it was so good to read thoughts similar to my own. I too was raised SBC, and owe much of my theological knowledge and commitment to daily devotions to that tradition. I too am a storyteller (stage and film actor). I started out studying for the ministry, then took a sharp turn and got a degree in Drama, partly out of disillusionment with the particular branch of the SBC I was a part of. I earned a graduate degree in Media Arts from a seminary. So many similarities between my story and yours. The path to Anglicanism took me some time to find, and I’ve only been on it seriously for about two years. It is such a joy to engage in the deep traditions of the Church, and to see the arts being welcomed not as an adornment or in a utilitarian way–being legitimate only insofar as they bring people to Jesus–but rather as a natural way to express our love and worship to God, to reflect His image in us.

Press on, brother, and may you experience great joy in the journey!

Thank you, Stephen! It sounds like we do have some similarities in our story. Also, while I left it out of the article, I was involved in theater in my formative years. It’s been great to connect with so many artists who have found their way into the Anglican tradition where the arts are embraced as a natural means of worship.

I don’t know whether you’re still following this thread after a year; but I find your story very moving, and can definitely identify with it in some ways, having grown up in the Bible Church, which I assumed was very similar to Baptist (since, when our family traveled, if mom and dad couldn’t find a Bible church to go to on Sunday, they would visit a Baptist church). I love the way you described how, once you had become familiar with the Prayer Book, you didn’t have to join a tradition, but were already a part of it. I felt the same sense of fulfillment when I became Anglican.

Thank you, Cynthia!

Thank you for sharing your story. I come from a Pentecostal background but started researching Anglicanism to learn about the tradition of a high school friend who was an ACNA rector in Nashville. I started using the BCP two years ago. It helped get me out of some dark times of depression and despair. The reasons for the despair still exist; however, the daily office has kept the faithfulness of the Father before me. I appreciate your work. 

Very interesting journey. ‘Art and the Bible’ by Francis Schaeffer may help frame more thoughts about beauty in Christian arts.

Thanks, Nathaniel. Schaeffer’s Art and the Bible was very important in my early journey in that study.